So I have been riding at this farm for the past few years and I really enjoy it. I have made friends and the trainer is very good. But lately, I have been feeling out of place and alone. Most of the people are very nice but I feel and know that they talk about me behind my back. I also show but recently I haven't been able to show because of the horse I am riding. My instructor has had me riding on the only available horse and it is wayy below my riding level. I also feel like I don't belong there.
So I am thinking of trying out this barn that really looks amazing. They have a show team that I possibly could join. I just have a feeling that I belong there. It makes me happy just thinkin about it. They seem to have great horses there that I could show on and stuff because I just ride the horses under my level at y current barn.
But I am really nervous about the thought of switching. I have learned everything I know about horses there. I also made a lot of friends that I am a little upset that I can loose them. I also am nervous and scared about what my trainer, along with everyone else, would think of me. I don't want them to be ashamed or angry that I switched.
Like I said, I think I am goin to ask my mom if I can have a few lessons at that farm and check it out and am nervous as to what would happen if I fall in love with it.
Right now I would like to have people tell me what they think I should do and what I should tell my trainer and friends at the barn. I also want to talk to people who are going through similar situations.
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