PrincessBarbie, I am very proud of you.
You have handled a lot of criticism on many threads and it seems as if you are taking it all to heart. It sounds like you didn't get the best start in the horse world. You have been given some bad advice, it sounds, from people in your life.
I'm very glad you are getting hay, your sweet little mare definitely needs it. Good luck and I am looking forward to seeing pictures of her as she matures and gains weight.
"There's nothing more humbling on the planet than horses." --Sean Crocker