Allemande the Arab. Please Read.

Interesting user name there, Bella.

You are aware it means 'beautiful death' don't you?

Thanks so much everyone. I really appreciate it.

Yes. I know that.

Why I call myself that on this forum, is because of my favorite band, but also that i think that the death is beautiful on a very sore way, if I can say it that way?

It hurt so much to loose someone you appreciate a lot, but after a while, you feel that the person/animal you lost are a part of you, and always will be a part of you.

That takes a long time, and no one know how they will react (?) when one of them they love most are gone..

Nope, your English is just fine. I understood you perfectly.

It's true; you never know how you're going to react when someone you love dies.

People are active here on this forum! Thank you, btw.

No. I dont know what to do if I loose my horse now. I'd felt that like loosing half of myself, i think...

I lost my heart horse 2 years ago. I will never not miss him, and part of me died the day he did.

The best advice I can give is not to dwell on their death before it happens. You waste precious time that you could be sharing with your horse, if you worry about losing them before it actually happens.

Love them and take joy in their presence, because the only time we don't have enough of is to enjoy them in our lives. There's plenty of time after they're gone to mourn them. More than enough time to do that.

It works the same way with other animals and people, too. Don't worry about losing them; love them while they're here.