Ok everyone breathe I only ment that to nonhorse people (parents,boyfriend and nonhorse friends) that I look ridiculous getting myself all worked up spending thousands of dollars trying to make my horse better. I told them all he is my baby boy, I love him and I will make him get better.
However I can see how nonhorse people wouldn't understand that I'd give up everything for my horse. I think it's a unidentified disease that all horse people have to make us forget about the money and time we spend on large smelly animals that poo all over and then roll in it. We understand why but they don't.
As for the video I was pointing out that I bought him because he did everything willingly even though he had no idea and the owner had no idea, and so much more was wrong with the picture.
He has officially lost it now though being on stall rest (several world class vets orders).
I was walking him undersaddle practicing lateral work at the walk and such so he doesnt forget everything. He was being a bit of a **** because he actually wanted to work. Anyways he saw something in the bushes outside of the arena flew backwards reared up almost went over backwards but instead sat down on his hocks and twisted around to land on his side and my leg. We are both fine just bruises and scrapes but my poor boy was in such shock at falling we had to cover in him 90 degree weather. So he is going to get turned out(little worthless turnouts but he will get out a little at least) now I don't care what the vet says he has become a danger to himself.
Oh and kristy I'd just like to point out it was never an abcess.