Sorry that you don't like someone questioning the fact that twice alone this week horses are "dying" and yet you downright REFUSE to call a vet. Calling a vet is part of horse ownership. We've all done it. Yet, according to you, for as long as you can remember, you've never had a vet to your property. Do you not find that even slightly negligent?
I'm sorry that you have issues in your life, but why should your horses have to suffer for your issues?
And sorry, I'm not going anywhere