Yes, I am very dedicated to him and also he is to me...we just make a very good pair of friends :) ..and I can see him fighting to live and doing many things to prove that. Few days ago he was cantering and fell on the ground...i was running to him..he jumped in 4 feet...looked at me..and when he saw me coming...just started again to canter...When he hears my voice he is talking to me...and if I can't go to see him one day...he is very sad and doesnt accept milk from anyone else...until he sees me...i love him to much and I want to do everything I can to help him...even if I know that he wont be a normal pony..i just want him to live and be as healthy as he can...even if he is not going to run wild on the field...is ok if he can get to his food and the bucket of water...i hope I am not selfish..but like I was saying...i can see him everyday how he wants to live ...and that he fights ...