That must be terrible...I'm really sorry...that must be so hard for you...
Don't ever forget that you are not alone. All of us here at the Horse Forum with be there for you, listen to you and support you. That is what it is here for. We are all together in this.
I hope you will soon have the strength to go back, and if you find those monsters that almost ruined her, I will join you in the honours. ; )
She will still be growing everyday, in a place she will forever be free of pain, growing stronger and always thinking of how much you have helped her. Horses will never forget. And she will always remain in your heart.
*~ THE HORSE STOPPED WITH A JERK, AND THE JERK FELL OFF -- Jim Culleton ~*