White Foot, here's a picture of my boy.
I loved him with all my heart and soul, and the day he died my world came apart. I truly do know how you feel.
The grief will get easier to deal with, but it's going to take time. There's no magic pill or formula to make the time go faster, unfortunately.
Just remember that many of us have gone through what you're enduring now. There's strength in numbers, and grief can be eased when it's shared.