It hurts me so bad I cannot bear it. When will it get better?
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't tell you when it will get better - all that really seems to happen is that you get used to the hurt - then one day you realize it's just a little ache when you think about it.
I'm sure he's waiting patiently for you on the other side of the rainbow bridge...
Oh I am SO sorry for your loss. Just think that now he is in a place full of green grass, fresh hay, pure water and lots of friends. He will never age, get sick, or be in pain. I am sure he is happy and is waiting for the day you two can be horse and owner again