Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Hatton Vale, QLD, Australia
urbancowgirl - dont let my feelings deter you. in reality im probably going over the top with how i feel and 99.9% of the time sending your horse to a trainer ends well. i just had a bad experience so for me thats how i feel. just do your research on where your horse is going. thats probably a better way to look at it
allie - yup! shes cantering around having the time of her life while im mourning her loss...and paying her vet bill lol but seriously, thanks for your words ((((((hugs))))))
northermama - yes the freak ones are much harder to deal with. if she got sick and i was expecting it there would have been some sort of solace to it. but the sudden way with which it all happened hit me like a tonne of bricks. to continue to analogy, im still trying to get out from underneath that tonne of bricks. im really struggling to deal with her death. in the last 2 years ive lost both my real dad and my step dad, my closest aunty and uncle and have seen my mum go through treatment for bowel cancer. and now i lose my mare right after finding out that my mare on lease has to go back to her owner soon. its very hard to deal with :(
"I whisper but my horse doesnt listen...So I yell!!...He still doesnt listen"