I had hoped my eyes were deceiving me when I saw the title of this post...
I am so so completely sorry for your loss, Faye. Even in the brief amount of posts I have read about you and your boy, I can tell just how much he loved you and tried for you. You two have a great bond that not even this distance can break.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your lovely boy.
We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience. -Pierre Teilhard de Chardin