My horse passed away last year in may, and this may sound stupid but even now after all this time I still expect him to be in the field waiting for me.
I bottle up the pain I feel from losing him, and sometimes I just breakdown in a corner curl up and cry. I do this because I don't like other people to know I'm upset so I wait until I'm alone and then I let it all out. I'm crying as I write this because simply thinking about his death makes me so sad.
He taught me so many things and didn't deserve to die at such a young age. Sometimes I look up at clouds and talk to him and it makes me feel better.
I still say goodnight to him every night without fail in the hope that one day I will see him again.
Here's a poem I wrote about losing him:
Mascara stained cheeks
Bright red eyes
Heart broken in two
Because I'm without you
Your up in the clouds
Looking down on the fields you used to roam
Now your gone it hard to move on
And as I look upon the memory's we shared
I'll love you and always care
So Sonny if you see this please don't feel so sad
Because ill be ok witch I'm sure you'll be glad
I miss you so much
It's hard to breathe
But please don't cry because ill make it through
It will always be hard
Here without YOU!
I love you with all my heart
Sweet dreams my angel
Goodbye for now
Ill be with you one day
Goodbye Sonny the best pony a girl could ever have
R.I.P Sonny D <3