I hope I can be of inspiration for you. It took me 2yrs to really get stuck back in and give myself the chance to succeed. I've only just headed back to where I fell off. It's always going to be known as "the spot" ... but I'm already doing well to be like "yeah, but it's also somewhere I'm staying on now." I hope that when you're ready to, that you find some confidence, and put trust in your horse. It's what I've had to do. And yeah, Honey is scared too. She was traumatised from our accident, but together we're mucking about and getting there.
All the best!!
♥ Seoul Searchin' for the Lovebug ♥