I had one of those days that never end.
For awhile I have had a few strange symptoms, that have been getting worse.
One being constantly tired, then I started to fall asleep during tasks. . .even driving.
Today I had another visit with another doctor who took everything previously in totally objectively and we talked about my life.
I am a full time college student, with 10+ hours of home work, I also work 30+ hours a week as a hostess because my mom has been unable to find a job all year, this has all been going on then my mom hurt her leg, my trainer and I just ended up with two, four year old stallions that aren't halter broke covered in rain rot.
I was diagnosed with Anxiety today.
The strangest thing is that I have all the symptoms when going down the list. The hitch is I have adult aspergers.
So I would get the racing heart beat (had a lot of heart test done through the last 2 years but they didnt know why)
Constantly drained, or cant sleep at all.
Etc. etc. However because of the aspergers I don't have the actually emotional feeling attached to it.
My body/brain is reacting to the stress/anxiety but I continue to feel neutral/content more or less like always.
I am going to see a 3rd (just want to be done with this) specialist now who is going to be working with me to find out what can be done to help me.
I was told to get out and ride my horses as much as possible Dr's orders!
Totally draining experience and so frustrating to be seeing all these doctors for all the different symptoms that turn out to all tie together to one answer but we have been trying to solve them separately.
Even though I then had to go to work tonight I did get a nice ride in with my mare Fable <3
Get got so many muscles to get back!
lol got some sass first time going into the canter she wanted to just throw herself forward and race around, we got no hind strength so I understand
Have a good night! Thanks for reading if you did also!