I want to first of all apologize to all those who have tried to help me. All you guys were doing was trying to help and I threw it back in your face. This was not fair to you and I apologize. If I want honesty, I need to learn to gulp it down better.
I know that nobody wanted a certain thread a few months ago to go the way it did. I really was searching for help, I guess I got more than I could handle at that time. I promise that from this time forward, if I ask for help, I will read, consider, and appreciate the help that I receive. If I get frustrated, I will take it out at the gym, not on you guys and if after that, and I calm down, if I still have questions...I will ask them instead of accusing people of attacking me.
I will not give you excuses for where my last critique thread went, or my behavior in it as there really isn't any excuse to go off on a tangent the way I did no matter what else is happening in my life or on my side of the world. I know I was having a particularly HORRIBLE day at home and I should have just stayed off the computer instead of spreading my day day to others who were not at fault in any way. I hope that at least some of you can forgive me. I also hope that maybe in time you will be able to help me again when I ask for it and allow me the chance to show that I AM a mature adult who can handle it and not a spoiled child.