TBH I don't get the point to why you post.
You asked for critique (I agree with Sypder and JDI) and aren't satsified with it and cause a scene.
It seems like you were posting to get a reaction out of people, and you sure got it.
A shame you wish to leave, but I'd be lying if I didn't think it was a good idea, this is a forum where there are a lot of opinions, and you just don't seem to find anything of value in them, if they contradict your own.
I wish you all the best.