But I'd like to be able to ask Sonny for a canter without having ANY fear whether visible fear or fear deep down inside.
I was thinking of just working with a lesson horse that I trust really well, but I don't know. I can canter and do, but it's just something that I, let's just say, dread doing.
But the weird thing is that it just started happening recently. About 4 weeks ago, I was able to jump on ANY horse, and do anything with them and I'd have no fear in the world.. I don't understand why this is happening all of a sudden.
Advice? Suggestions? Thanks!!