Okay lately I've noticed I've been a little nervous about cantering. I don't let Sonny see it, I'm used to riding horses that bolt or whatnot and am able to do anything with them without them knowing that I'm frightened.
But I'd like to be able to ask Sonny for a canter without having ANY fear whether visible fear or fear deep down inside.
I was thinking of just working with a lesson horse that I trust really well, but I don't know. I can canter and do, but it's just something that I, let's just say, dread doing.
But the weird thing is that it just started happening recently. About 4 weeks ago, I was able to jump on ANY horse, and do anything with them and I'd have no fear in the world.. I don't understand why this is happening all of a sudden.
Advice? Suggestions? Thanks!!