I had my first lesson today and it went well. All except for my confidence. I am great until the first time he tries to test me. I am so afraid he is going to try and throw me off. He has yet to buck or rear with me and they asure me he has not one mean bone in his body. I guess I am just comparing him to Macie. I just wish this scared feeling would go away!!
I feel like a wimp!
Will I ever feel confident again on a horse? Will he always try to test me to make sure I know what I want? These are the reasons I am taking lessons. I have decided to keep him there another month and do more lessons. It will be a little expensive but definitely worth it!! I refuse to give up.