I know how you feel, trust me. But just enjoy your horse. Your horse doesn't care if he's with other people or horses, all he wants is you. If you trained your own horse, Congrats! I have always wanted to train my own horse, and when I do - I'll ride him every day. No matter what anyone says. Just be yourself. People will judge you, me, and people will judge them. It's a part of life. What you gotta do, is keep your head high and and fun. If they don't like you for not boarding your horse or not having a trainer, that's their problem. I am very happy that you trained your own horse and you take care of him. In my opinion, people who don't take care of their own horses, they don't care at all for them. It would seem to me like they're only in it for fame, or whatever. Maybe they're jealous that you take care of your horse, or you trained it yourself. You just gotta ignore people like that. It's hard I know, but once I started ignoring people like that, I became a happier person. I am still learning who I should trust and shouldn't trust, but in the end it'll all work out.