05-01-2011, 08:18 AM
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The first time I thought I can't be botherd I cried, I was scared I didnt enjoy it anymore. The the next morning 5:00am I put joddies on subconsciously, then I realised I wouldnt know what id do without them, there part of me. I was 5. Now turning 15 With school ect its hard. People that arnt horsie don't understand the commitment. My friends bugging me to go to the beach but you can't because you have to go do feed up, boys asking you out to a movie on a saturday night but you can't you have a competition. Friends asking you to go to the biggest party on the coast but you can't because the answer being the same, "horses". I never think their a burden but of course I wish I had more freedom. I work with horses, I have my own horses, my home is an agistment property. And hell I don't feel like riding them somedays, but then you have to ask yourself "is your heart in it?" If so, get yourself up and get on with it, and enjoy yourslef while your at it. I really don't enjoy waking up at 5:00am every morning, but that's what I have to do. Horses arnt something you can be half hearted about. You need to figure out are you in it %100? Work out a balance, so your not overdoing it. I can relate. But you have to figure out what you want, and only you can answer it.