I have a bit of a greenie when it comes to dressage/getting on the bit, she's such a sweet girl, but tonight she was just not having it. Monday was a great ride, tonight not so great. Giving her the benefit of the doubt, after my warm up someone else wanted to hop on to help me do something so I think she got confused and uncomfortable, but then she was just giving me a hard time for an HOUR. I was kicking and squeezing and trying to get her to trot. I ended up pulling on her like crazy and I must have kicked her hard (not like a barrel racing hard kick, but harder than a tap for sure) and I just feel like a terrible person. As soon as I grabbed the whip she was on the bit perfectly and I barely used the whip, so I know it was behavioral and not that she was in pain or anything but oh my gosh I feel horrible and I feel like a terrible person and I know I didn't do anything really that horrible but I just don't even know. I need someone to honestly tell me if they've felt this way or if I'm overreacting.