I used to be able to ride her bareback all of the time. Just last summer I would go out and sit on her while she grazed in the pasture. I tried that this summer and she threw me for no reason. I do not know why. I have always had the best relationship with my horse, but now I am pretty much afraid of her and nearly all other horses. I am just tired of being afraid of her, and I am tired of her attitude. I am really considering giving up on her and getting a new horse. My mom bought a new horse, but he had a little bit of an attitude and was really big. I was scared so my mom gave him to my sister. I am looking for a new horse, but every time I find one it feels like I am never going to be a good enough rider for it. I have been around horses all of my life, but I just don't think I am experienced enough now. I do not know how to get around this setback.