Well just remember you can stop everythin, I know its hard but your horse could hurt himself at any time.. I think you are now really feelin and seein the risk of somethin bad happenin, but everyone takes a chance like that everyday.. I mean for example tomorrow while I am drivin to school I can get into a wreck and be hurt, or hell I could be at home and slip and break my leg and not be able to crawl to get to the phone... I mean anythin can happen at any time, I think if you gotta cell phone and the number to anyone that could provide aid instantly then you should be ok.. and its wise to tell people when and where you are about to do somethin..
- if you are going to go ride out in the pasture, just kinda let your mom know or somethin that you will be out there and just say I should be back at so and so time and if I am not then come check up on me...or call me
Just an idea, but you just gotta get some ideas that would make yourself feel better.. Cell phone, first aid kit, etc..
I love my horse. She is the wind beneath my wings.
John 3:16 (READ THIS PLEASE!)