^That is a large part of it. I don't feel comfortable having my horse taken off of the property without my being there, as I mentioned in the first post. But, you're right, even more than that I am frustrated at the idea of someone else showing him when I cannot. I guess that answers the question as to whether or not I am being selfish?
This move has been stressful enough, and it is extra frustrating that I send a $600+ check to nowhere land every month for a horse I cannot, at present, enjoy. It makes me feel guilty enough that other people are riding him, let alone show him!
But, maybe I'm just being silly x.x