So stressed right now... I have one payday between now and the show (have just been paid though so it's sort of two... haven't had time to spend any money yet!) and there's still SOOOO much stuff I need.
I don't know if the makeup I got for her legs is the right stuff, so I need to test that and make sure it's going to work, and if not, replace it. I need to buy some of the oil for a hot oil treatment ($40-ish)
I need so much stuff for myself... I need to get a hat ($60-ish), a t-shirt to go under my jacket (maybe $40, depending on quality - I just want a particular colour!), a nice schooling whip ($40), the list goes on! I'm in trouble now... I don't have $180 in the next week and a bit! I think I'm going to have to go without the whip and the hot oil, and definitely make do with what I've got for her makeup, and even then it'll be $60.
I have spent way too much money on this show already and now I'm all stressed because I won't have everything I need. Mamma won't waive the board (understandably) and the rosters are already done so I can't exactly ask for more hours! My only saving grace is that tomorrow is a public holiday (I opted to work, they said I didn't have to) and is part of the pay I have between now and then so it'll be an injection of extra cash but the question is will it be enough? I doubt it. It's 5 hours on double time and a half but my base pay rate isn't brilliant because I'm only 17.
Actually I just did the math and hopefully it'll be enough... but even if I order the hot oil today it won't be here in time and it's not available at my local tack store so I have to order online. Even so, I should manage ok... but I'm still stressed!!