I dunno why but I've just been in a rotten mood since a few days ago. Today just sucks though. I've had a headache most of the day, my eyes hurt (probably start of a sinus infection), I'm hormonal and pissy, I've bumped into or knocked some body part on everything, I just want to sit in her stall and be safe. I'm guessing it could be hormones from that special time of the month but a bunch of past messed up emotionally traumatic memories have been popping up and punching me in the face. Not sure why either, I'm shrugging it up to that special time of the month but it's just ruined my mood. She always knows when somethings up too. She obeys extra good and works right under me, she nuzzles me more and is over all very cuddly. There's a difference in her when something is bothering me and I absolutely love the way horses can just tell. It takes my mind off of things that seem to get me down once a month.
Today is Caleigh's 11 birthday and I made her a little cake thing. It's grated carrots and apples mixed with oats and molasses with 3 marshmallows melted in and mixed (holds it all together). It's sitting in my fridge right now but like a good mommy she doesn't get it until after dinner. Lol. If she doesn't like it my dogs will be more than happy to eat it.