In a way I really do feel selfish. I am getting upset over something that is absolutely ridiculous compared to some of the challenges people face every day but I feel that this time, I am going to let myself get upset and mad because I have quite honestly had enough.
As of 2 weeks ago today, I've officially had 10 different operations to correct this hip problem along with re-correcting my wrist. I have 2 more appts this week to find out what the ultimate ending on this is going to be and I ultimately find that I'm anxious about it and well as posted, upset.
There are going to have to be some changes in the near future including horses. Going to have to completely remove jumping out of the equasion. Those hopes and dreams I had of Cobalt and I are going to have to be revemped to strict flatwork. My career at this point is also on the line and still not sure at the point where that itself is going to finish or direction it will take.
I guess I will be back in the morning with some more news once I get back home...thanks for reading...