Thanks Crescent and Cacowgirl (: I wish he was mine! haha
littrella - completely understand, thanks for caring!
BBBCrone - have you ever considered getting back into it? yeah, sure 2-4* eventers have bad falls and even deaths, but if you love it, why not do it. I love eventing, I take the risks so I can feel free and over the moon with joy, without eventing my life would still be great, but it just tops it off
SouthernTrailsGA - What if it wasn't a good airplane? Would you jump out then? (;
JaphyJaphy - I'm so sorry to hear that, I hope you can live happy no matter what you do, you only regret the decision you don't make, you can always forgive but you can never go back. It's hard to help you in your future as I don't know you, but I understand how tough that would be, wanting two lives, but not knowing if you're going to make it through one 'properly' but hey, I've seem some pretty amazing para-equestrians, but I hope you don't have to be like that. I guess there's no chance of having a horse while being a lawyer? And with having horses, not being able to sell one, falling in love with them and so scared of them getting hurt. I have to tell my self every day that I have them because It's my life, I look after them as best as I can and it's so unfortunate if something goes wrong but I've done my best and have to let go. as hard as it is, I just have to think of how good the horse had it. Luckily for me I have never had to let go, yet. I've only sold one horse, went to the best home, and my pony is getting older but still strong, I'm never ever letting her go. Good luck, and I hope with what ever you do, don't regret it, what ever you do, worse things can happen.