Originally Posted by ruxpinsam
So true and I am very afraid of him and it's just become a nightmare and I don't enjoy heading to the barn anymore. It doesn't help having people constantly asking if I am going to get on and ride him especially the barn owner as he can ride him with no problems so he thinks it's all in my head.
Being afraid of him is nothing to be ashamed of. You are showing much maturity in knowing you are in over your head. I would talk to the previous owners and go have a look at the one they have that they say may fit you better. You don't have to take it, just go look and try her out. IF she seems more of a fit, trade your boy for the other horse and enjoy riding again!!
Good luck with whatever you decide. Hang in there!