Some of both.
Lots of things going on in my extended family;my great grandma just passed away after a bad stroke.She hung on much longer than the doctors expected,so just all the waiting was really hard;she was very special to me,but I won't make it to the funeral because it's in the States and I don't have the proper paperwork to get across the border,so that's hard. Then there's some things happening with my uncle,can't go into details,but let's just say I feel so bad for him and his kids as his wife has gone off the deep end,so to speak.
Then there's just the fact that I've been so ridiculously busy,having to fit too many things into too short a time period. Have a house to paint,about 150 entries to prepare for our two big country bench fairs coming up,a camping trip to get ready for, a farm to run,gardens to take care of,buildings to clean, and the list goes on.. It's been 16-18 hour work days lately. Stupid heart condition is bothering me because of to much physical activity,which doesn't help matters.Needless to say,the girls aren't getting much attention,although I managed to get everyone trimmed this week. But,get through the next five days and I'm camping for a week. Ah,relaxation! :)