Yes, some of those prescription drugs are pretty strong, but then there are the side effects, some not so pleasant. Anyway, hope you are feeling much better, very soon, And get a chance to ride Bugs. Getting older is so challenging. It has been a nice break to not have all the horse chores, but having the horse so close is just so worth it. The care & grooming is a good physical exercise and a nice warm-up to prepare for riding. It will be a challenge to go back to solo riding, but it's necessary, so time for the big girl panties, & much less of worrying~what if?