Oh wow! So here goes.
I have a loan horse called Todd and he's 9 years old, 15.1hh. We make such a great team and I love him SOOOO MUCH. His owner wants to sell him but waay over £3000 and I can't afford that as I only found out a month ago. Because of his many sharers he is cared for by loads AND a riding school horse so he finds it hard to trust a single person. Here's the worst bit, I won't have him for much longer and I have only had him for 1 month. He's supposed to be sold in September/December time, I hope the price is too much and he isn't bought! I can't believe I am going to lose my darling boy, he's taught me sooo much about becoming a better rider, I am going to miss him so much. I am hoping that I can get a loan as quickly as possible after, horses keep me complete. Do I start searching in September and talk to my mum? It's devastating.