haha yeah. I have anxiety problems... never used to be a pessimistic/fearful person, but then idk what happened but something changed in me and all of a sudden I got worried about things.
A few things happened when I was 12 turning 13 that could have triggered it, one that happened directly to me and others that happened in or near places I had ties to. That year I had to take the train real early in the morning a lot, and one time a guy came and sat next to me and was watching, erm, "adult" videos on his cellphone. I never took the train early again.
And then a lady got murdered, her car was found in the suburb where I went to school, and I unknowingly ended up in the city park, less than 500m away from where her body was found (same park, it's HUGE, you could see the crime scene tape from where I was), the next day, while the whole area was still crawling with police.
And then other stuff, but those were the two big ones. And I was 12, so I was a lot more impressionable back then.
A CLEAN SLATE FOR THE FUTURE