After Indie died, I've been having a lot of trouble with enjoying riding. I get depressed when I walk by her stall and I get upset whenever I think about anything horse-related. Like last night at the awards banquet, they were discussing club trail rides. Indie and I probably would've tried going to one. It also upset me when they were handing out awards because I got to thinking that Indie and I could've won some next year, like I have done the past two years with Major.
I think it's just the fact that I had so many plans for us and they were ruined. I'm just wondering if anyone else has ever felt the same and what they did to get the enjoyment back.