I think many of you have seen my posts about getting a mini but I need help
I don't know how to explain what I want to do in my career with horses but im sure not feeling like im doing enough just cleaning stalls I feel like somethings missing. I want to teach...to share the love of an animal that has been therapy for me
When I was working at an event with mini horse ride/pony rides I had a little girl whod never seen a horse never touched one. So I brought the smallest mini up for her to ride she didnt want to at first but as soon as I took hold of her little hand and placed it on the minis neck her face light up with joy and it made me tear up and she had a great time. I've seen disabled people, old people, children, and people in hospitals there eyes light up when they see a horse. And because I am so shy so afraid(and once was not in a very nice state of mind) horses have been my therapy. Through horses I am able to speak I love teaching people about horses even tho I have only been in the horse feild for only three years(but I have loved them even before I could walk I was never scared only laughed at the horses). But my question is how do I start this therapy for people with the miniatures? Where do I begin?.....im so confuzed (stupid 19 yr old brain!!!!) the reason why I want to do this is because to tell yall the honest truth im frightend of big horses I get nervous and my anxity goes through the roof so that im litteraly shakeing I don't know what has caused it and im not a good rider im so much better on the ground. But I know that with miniatures my fear is gone and I personaly use them to help me cope. Like when I was working at the mini pony rides I was so afraid of all the people that I couldnt breath but as soon as I grabed a lead rope and put my hand on the ponys neck I instantly calmed........
Sorry for the long post I know I sound like a morron