So lately I have just been feeling down with myself about my horse and my riding. I feel like I'm never going to go anywhere with my riding because I'm generally a nervous rider and pretty unconfident as well.
I got Moose knowing he is green (which doesn't bother me because I'm kinda use to riding green horses which is probably why my confidence is so low) BUT! He is nearly next to bombproof and wouldn't do anything to try and kill ya. I just think he could really benefit in a 30 or 60 day training program. He isn't totally green as he can w/t/c stops on a dime as well but isn't as broke as I wish he was.
I'm just feelin bummed because my goal is to try and take lessons on him in the spring or try and send him to the trainers. And I just feel like I am such a bad rider(which I know I'm really not) that I can't ride him. I don't even have any motivation to go out and ride him anymore. I think I'm making myself scared to ride and I don't even know why since I know truelly that I am not scared of him. Ah I don't know.
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