I haven't slept well in over a week because I'm worried about Maia's impending sale. I'm having nightmares that she's going to buck the lady off, or be really stupid, even though I'm sure she won't.
In addition, I've been having panic attacks every day, either panicing that she won't sell, or I"m having panic attacks that she will sell, and it will be a huge mistake.
I can almost feel ulcers forming...!
I hate the whole process. I hate the e-mails, the calls, the showing the horse, everything. I hate not knowing if you're doing something to their liking.
I also hate how if a horse is going to get hurt, it's when they're condidionally sold. Maia has come up very sore in the past week (in her back) and I've already shelled out $90 to have a chiropractor to look at her, and she's gotten worse! And of course the people still want to come see her, and most likely take her home! GAH!
I hate the waiting. I hate impatiently waiting.
I wish it would be over, one way or the other, so I can at least sleep well again.