My heart is breaking right now and no matter what I choose to do, it is going to hurt.
I had a horse a while ago, who I raised from a newborn, right up until he was 8 yrs old. My family had to move away, so he was given to a friend with the understanding that I would come back to get him in a few years when I got out of school. My friend ended up selling him a year later, and I have been trying to find my baby for 6 years. I finally gave up ever seeing him again this spring after not having any leads for 2 years.
I bought Flash a few months ago and I love him to death. He was in need of a good home, and still needs some more TLC before he's back up to par.
The problem is that I just found my long lost boy advertised for sale in another province. I started crying when I saw the add. I miss him so much.
I really don't know what to do though. I love Flash, but I know I will never forgive myself if I let my Kid get away from me again. But then if I sell Flash, I will always be wondering if he's ok.
Can anyone give me any advice? I really don't know what to do...