Oh I know it's ending badly. I don't have a problem admitting that. I can also admit all the mistakes I made. But in my defense, an unbroke horse was what he said he wanted. The first horse we looked at was also unbroke. He went through a period where he wanted to do it himself to create that bond. Especially since I'm currently working with my unbroke horse, we thought we could do it together. I jumped on that enthusiasm, it just didn't last long and I should have known that.
Our relationship will always come first which is why I'm pretty sure she has to go. If I didn't love him so **** much, I would go find myself a cowboy, haha.