I am excited about the move, so why do I have this awful feeling in my gut? I've always been a people pleaser in a way, so when I feel like I let someone down, it makes me sick to my stomach. I know I shouldn't feel that way, because I was used, but I can't help it.
I stayed as ling as I did because I felt I was helping him out, but when I figured that he was using me, I stopped having fun with the horses.
I wish this feeling would go away.
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