Loosing interest ?
ive always been a horse addict, for as long as i can remember. i was even teased bad about it when i was in school.
lately, ive been working full time, trying to balence life with the boyfriend, work, parents, and other life things, and i dont have much time for anything anymore. i visit cutter every day to groom him, clean his stall, and so on.
the past month or so, ive felt like i had almost no interest in riding.
i almost feel like im loosing interest in riding. not horses, just riding.
i dont know if its just because i overwork myself to pay for cutter, or if im truely loosing interest, or if it will pass. ive always been adicting to riding and horses.
i dont plan on ever selling cutter, i love him lots, but i dont really have interest in riding him much anymore.
any thoughts? has this happened to anyone else?
im kinda thinking maybe i lost my nerve when me and him fell 2 months ago and i got lots of stitches in my face, but i dont know.
it kills to think i lost interest, since horses have always been my life.
this is kinda like a vent i guess, just looking for advice/thoughts.
once again, i love my horse, and i dont want to sell him. latley ive just been treating him more like a dog, (taking him on walks and stuff) rather than w/t/c jumping.
what do you guys think?