Lately, I've been working full time, trying to balence life with the boyfriend, work, parents, and other life things, and I don't have much time for anything anymore. I visit cutter every day to groom him, clean his stall, and so on.
The past month or so, I've felt like I had almost no interest in riding.
I almost feel like im loosing interest in riding. Not horses, just riding.
I don't know if its just because I overwork myself to pay for cutter, or if im truely loosing interest, or if it will pass. I've always been adicting to riding and horses.
I don't plan on ever selling cutter, I love him lots, but I don't really have interest in riding him much anymore.
Any thoughts? Has this happened to anyone else?
Im kinda thinking maybe I lost my nerve when me and him fell 2 months ago and I got lots of stitches in my face, but I don't know.
It kills to think I lost interest, since horses have always been my life.
This is kinda like a vent I guess, just looking for advice/thoughts.
Once again, I love my horse, and I don't want to sell him. Latley I've just been treating him more like a dog, (taking him on walks and stuff) rather than w/t/c jumping.
What do you guys think?