I don't own a horse of my own because of the cost, as my parents can't afford it(I ride lesson horses and have been for a year)... but I love horses so much it's painful to not have my own, and it's literally all I think about and dream about.
Any advice on how to deal with those feelings and thoughts? It's hard to contain them, and it just gets worse and worse. And with not owning my own, my horse obsession(lol) grows and grows. It's crazy! I've never wanted anything SO badly!