Until I thought of Chinga, when I got him he was in desperate need of someone to love him and I tried my absolute hardest to give him that. When he passed away, I cried for days, I still cry every night. No horse will ever come close to what I had with him, but why not try and give another horse some love?
I honestly don't know how I feel. Some days I decide its a great idea, a credit to Chinga, others I feel like I'm betraying him. Recently, a young mare for lease appeared in my Facebook newsfeeds. I had not even read the description, but something felt write about her. I can't say too much about her now, because I'm not sure what will happen and haven't even ridden her yet. But I've spoken to the lady in depth about it, she knows my situation with Chinga too and we both feel we would make a nice match. Instead of a new 'pet' or 'friend', I'm looking at her as a project. Something that will hopefully lead me to the next step.
I know I'm not in a state to buy, I don't know if I'll ever buy. I don't know if I'll even be able to hop on this horse. But I will try for Chinga.
Just a bit of, in some sort of way, exciting news I thought I'd share.
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