I think it is terminal although a small piece of me hopes its not just because it's extra horsey funds. I need to remember to count to 10 and breathe. I'm normally a very relaxed person but horse stuff, I have very low tolerance. I'm going into the barn today, no ride for him, and I'm going to talk to Vicki about it all. She's always been there for me through thick and thin and in the end it's her barn and her call. Last night before we left while he was in the bathroom she told me to go home, take a hot shower and just relax and if I needed anything to call her. Then come out today and we'll go over everything and figure things out.
I got in the door though and let out a scream. Scared the dogs, boyfriend jumped...and then I got my shower. My poor punching bag though, I don't think it's ever gotten this much abuse.