So today I rode dealer again , I rode him yesterday too and I feel like crap.
I couldnt even get him to trot properly , I rode him for about 20 minutes max and he had me in tears.
My younger sister can ride him so well , she had him jumping 1m course yesterday and I couldnt even jump a x pole properly. I just feel like im in her shadow , like she's the golden girl that everyones proud of and im the fat , ugly useless one that can't ride . I really don't feel like riding him again tbh
Sorry , just had to get that out
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