K guys I need help. Im having an emotional dilemma that I shouldn't be having till late April... Yall know how much I adore Romeo and how much he loves me right. Well as you know I have him on a lease right now and it ends late April... Any and all training on him involving jumpers has basically been done by me (with my trainer having a bad shoulder she doesnt ride him as much as the others in our group), sure he was a good little jumper when I got him but he had many issues and now he's all but flawless... He was my "project horse" and I just can't handle the thought of anyone else eventually owning him... Im having a break down. Especially if he goes to Flower Mound Equestrian Center... Every time I ride him in show they are watching him and id die if they found out he was for sale.. But we can't buy him because he "failed" his lameness test when we were originally going to buy him, even though he's never had any medical history in his life, because if we ever wanted to sell him hed pull up lame and we couldnt. So im having a "mid-lease crisis". I don't WANT TO GIVE HIM UP! He's mine!!! His owners don't want him nor do they ride him, they just lunged him because he was so quick, and I KNOW the next person who gets him will use his speed improperly and he will get hurt. He's my perfect match.... I don't know what to do... X'(( I know I have to give him up eventually, and I want to jump higher and so does my trainer, but he's just... We have come so far and I know nobody else will understand his mind like me or laura (coming from Gent, who was insane, to Romeo, who is insane with a brain). He loves me and I love him and I don't ever want him to go but the time is fast approaching when I will never see him again X'((
Horses are angels without wings!