Mr. Raban offered to help me sell Blu for a good profit and maybe buy one of his horses. He caught me off-guard and it was overwhelming! I didn't know what to say. His horses are beautiful. Before we bought Blu we almost bought one of his young geldings....Radio, I believe I have talked about him. I would love to buy a new horse.
But I don't know if I could stand selling Blu. And who would I sell him to? What if he didn't end up with the right people? What if I never see him again? It's so hard.
Just a little random: I was hoping to ask Mr. Raban if I could help work his horses during the summer break. It would be a dream! I have come to ride with his family a few times before.
All kinds of emotion has swept over me so fast! I don't know how to react. Sometimes I think I need a horse that can compete at a much higher level thatn Blu because I acn't always be teaching him. BUT! I have become so attached to my Blu and it's so hard to cope with this situation. WHAT DO I DO?!