I don't know you from Adam. I look at your photos of two horses - neither of which appears to be neglected, unless you took the photos a long time ago.
You write as a horse lover. There is a touch of despair in your writing.
But I'll say this - noone who once gets the bug of horses in their blood is ever free of them. They have a way of haunting you.
It strikes me you need to find someone to share your horses with - if you give them away, or sell them and either of them fall on hard times, it will eat away at you for years to come and maybe longer.
Go spend a day playing with your four legged dependents. Regain the joy, the fun the touch, the smell, the sweat. The love.
And find some human to play with your horses with you. There are lots of eager young women looking to share a horse.
If you have to then look for an antidote to your allergy.
But don't give up your horses. They have a way of living in your heart and you can't turn them out into the cold.
Last edited by xxBarry Godden; 02-10-2012 at 05:31 PM.