If I am in the pasture with say 12 horses surrounding me.why- lol.. again.. I don't like that feeling.. If one of the horses was to kick one horse..and then me be stuck in the middle of it all..
I've dealt with that one first hand. When I was doing a horse course, we would all take out two buckets of feed each to feed the horses (around 15 of them). One of the days I was the first in the paddock, so naturally I was swamped. Everything was fine and the horses started to ease off as other people came in, but the alpha mare and a few others stuck with me. I emptied out the first bucket, and alpha dove in. All but one of the horses moved off. I went to walk off to the next feeder, but the alpha mare decided to send a warning to the lingering horse, swinging her but in his general direction and kicking out. I was also in his general direction, and ended up with a clydesdale x hoof print literally on my butt. It was painful, especially since not an hour later I was due for a 4 hour drive home.
My biggest fear right now is having another bad fall, and that's for a couple of reasons. The first is that I'm worried my already stuffed back won't be able to take it. The second is that it will terrify my mother. She's still haunted by memories of seeing me lying unconscious in the paddock, and that fact haunts me.
My other fear is choosing the wrong horse again, and ending up with one I can't handle, or is sick/injured.
I have puny fears. I've dealt with most other things, except having a horse fall under me or flip.