Originally Posted by countrylove
Maybe you shouldn't care so much what other people think. Not one single person was rude to you AT ALL but you sure did get rude. I'm with speed racer and out of this convo. Good luck is all I can say at this point... *sigh*
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I'm sorry but I wish yall could understand how hard it is on me to keep trying, 8 years is a long time to look. I get defensive. Its not really something I mean to do. It's just a thing I do for protection for me.
Im sorry. It KILLS me to think ill never see him.
I wish I could let yall feel what he means to me.
Im struggling to stay positive and keep hope :'(